CHAPTER SIX I nodded my agreement. Ten minutes then, I say and begin to move away from the table. How did Stevie know what room I was in? It must have been him shoving his crotch through the hole in the wall. Christ. I had my fingers on his crotch. Talk about embarrassing. I am out of the bar room and back into the maze. I am trying to follow the numbers on the directional signs. The hallways are thick with men. I must rub against them as I pass. All of the men have white towels wrapped around them. Not all of them. Some of them are buck naked. I work hard to avoid looking at these creatures. A lot of pot is being smoked. A lot of pot. I am getting stoned by just being in these hall-ways. Above the music, I can hear rutting and moaning behind some of the closed doors. Slurping and lip smacking. Exaggerated sounds, as if a show is being put on. A show, mocking those men in the hallway who arent getting any. Who arent good enough. Who arent hot enough. Same bullshit as the regular. And when you see yourfingers and toes painted for the first time it looks alien to you. Itreally felt as if I was looking down at someone else's fingers. I wiggledmy fingers slightly to see if I could get my brain to connect the two. Asmuch as I felt defeated and humiliated with the red nails, it felt worseto look down at them and feel they were not mine.I never thought what this looked like to Priscilla. The fact that I waslooking down at them, and wiggling them left the clear impression that Iwas admiring them. I realized this when she came up behind me and huggedme. "It's ok... it's ok to love how they look. Not all boys are manly,some boys are girly and that's ok - you were brave enough to take such abold step with your hair - it is ok to enjoy it."The daggers just kept hitting me. I said nothing. What can you say whenyou are this far down the line. I looked across at Vanessa with her lilacnails. She had done this before - she was not staring at her nails like Iwas. She looked.
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